When will I grow up?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

have you ever realize, the moment when you are mature enough
to deal with other people.

to deal with the struggling emotion.

to deal with people's hope.

to deal with problems.

for the past years,
these thing must have been all along
growing with you.
without your intention to solve any of it...

you just go with the flow.

looking for the future.

embrace whatever you have now.




well, for me.
time travel fast.
fast enough that I could ever remember how things were solved...
or how other people fell about myself.
just look forward to the road in front of you.